This is Jaxon =)
Here's Roxie checking out the situation...
Soooo... yesterday I got to babysit Jaxon... Lets just say that Lissette is the shit for letting me practice with her 3 week old baby! It was just about 3 or 4 hours and WOW>.. I just had no idea!!! Really I thought the baby was going to sleep pee and eat.... but no... he cries then is happy then sleeps then cries..... eat... pee..... cry... sleep.... I know the mommies out there are laughing at me right now but I just didn't know!!!
It was great though! He was so cute and those few little seconds when he just looks at you and OH the smile!!! lol.... toooooo freaking cute! And watching harold with the baby when he got home from work was great too. He was 100 times more scared of the baby than me... he had no idea how to hold or feed him... it was funny.
Roxie was not loving the whole idea of a baby. She wasn't mean to him but she didn't give out any kisses either! She would bark like crazy at car seat. Oh and then when the baby went into a crying fit she was so worried! lol.. she would follow me around the house to make sure he was ok. I think she got extra happy when lissette came to pick up the baby and she could have all the attention again. We're gonna have to read some type of book about dogs and babies at some point! My poor little princes!!! She's my world and one says she'll have to share it with a BABY! lol
It was great helping out Lissette though. I for sure realized that its not an easy thing to do the baby thing on your own. I know Harold is going to be an amazing father.. I just don't know how I'll be! I think I want a baby and then I say.... SHIT.... I want my life! I've never considered myself to be a selfish person and all of a sudden I'm scared to give anything! Ayyy.... this is all so crazy....
Like my momma used to sing to me... "when i was young i asked my mother... what would i be.... will i be pretty... will i be rich... here's what she said to me.... que sera sera... what ever will be will bee... the future's not ours to see.... que sera sera... what will be will be......"
xoxo
hahaha all good mothers deserve an award cuz being a mother is the most beautiful, unselfish thing you can do for a human being!
ReplyDeleteI hope when you have a baby, you will sing that to your baby, but you confused a part...
when I was just a girl, I asked my mother what will I be, will I be pretty, will I be rich, here's what she said to me....
Even though your child takes top priority in your life, don't worry, there is still enough time for your fun things, your time alone with Harold, time for Roxie, time to exercise....as you see, its all about time management. Its hard at first, but once you get the swing of it, you will do just fine.
Did you take pictures of Jaxon, so everyone can see how cute he is?
well take care and have fun at work today!!
xoxo
love you, mami