Could you be love...

So this morning i slept in a bit and then took Roxie to the vet for her dip... i felt so bad leaving her... she was so scared =/ poor baby! Then I went to work and did wounds and calls... i actually called someone who had passed away on Friday - that sucked! Then right when i was gonna leave one of the guys asks me to do a wound vac for him because he was "super busy" - BLAH... there went another half hour doing that crap!

Roldi went with me to pick up rox... she's so freaking cute!! He went to the gym when we got home and i cooked him dinner. Curry chicken with onions and salad with mixed veggies... sounds better than it tasted =/ I wish I could always cook good for him without using those damn receipts! One day...

While he was getting ready leave I asked him about me moving to nights and he's like "no - just say in days.. you have a normal life..." - the same thing he always tells me.. and I like always say "but i want to be with you" and he says "we are together - its not that bad - we see eachother all the time" he then says "do whatever you want because it doesnt matter what I say anyways" - What to do!!! I know its not that bad and its pretty nice having time to myself without him around the days he works... but at the same time i hate going to bed alone and all that crap and him being tired all the time. I want him to just move to days already - I want some what of a normal life and I'm afraid that this is what I might have right now and everything will be just as funky if we both worked the same shift.. thats scary! I guess I'll keep waiting for him to come to days... i hope thats the right choice!!

After he left I went to do groceries. I had a thing to make some low fat cupcakes and got all the ingredients so I could make it now.... It was fun baking from scratch but can i just say that these are the WORST tasting little shits in the whole world!!!! There is no way to describe how NASTY these things taste =/ Oh well!!

I've been listening to Hawaii radio and it makes me want to be over there SOOOOO BAD!!!! I loved my honeymoon!!!! I really want to do the whole travel nursing things!!! Lets see!!

off to shower!