Could you be love...

So this morning i slept in a bit and then took Roxie to the vet for her dip... i felt so bad leaving her... she was so scared =/ poor baby! Then I went to work and did wounds and calls... i actually called someone who had passed away on Friday - that sucked! Then right when i was gonna leave one of the guys asks me to do a wound vac for him because he was "super busy" - BLAH... there went another half hour doing that crap!

Roldi went with me to pick up rox... she's so freaking cute!! He went to the gym when we got home and i cooked him dinner. Curry chicken with onions and salad with mixed veggies... sounds better than it tasted =/ I wish I could always cook good for him without using those damn receipts! One day...

While he was getting ready leave I asked him about me moving to nights and he's like "no - just say in days.. you have a normal life..." - the same thing he always tells me.. and I like always say "but i want to be with you" and he says "we are together - its not that bad - we see eachother all the time" he then says "do whatever you want because it doesnt matter what I say anyways" - What to do!!! I know its not that bad and its pretty nice having time to myself without him around the days he works... but at the same time i hate going to bed alone and all that crap and him being tired all the time. I want him to just move to days already - I want some what of a normal life and I'm afraid that this is what I might have right now and everything will be just as funky if we both worked the same shift.. thats scary! I guess I'll keep waiting for him to come to days... i hope thats the right choice!!

After he left I went to do groceries. I had a thing to make some low fat cupcakes and got all the ingredients so I could make it now.... It was fun baking from scratch but can i just say that these are the WORST tasting little shits in the whole world!!!! There is no way to describe how NASTY these things taste =/ Oh well!!

I've been listening to Hawaii radio and it makes me want to be over there SOOOOO BAD!!!! I loved my honeymoon!!!! I really want to do the whole travel nursing things!!! Lets see!!

off to shower!

One Month

Woo Hoo!!! Its officially one month that Harold and I have been married! How nuts is that?!?! I can't say that I feel too much different from a month ago... since being back from the honeymoon we've basically gotten back into our work routine and things are going pretty good. I thought there would be some kind of feeling or difference or something.. but theres not... i guess that's a good thing because we've been working great together for forever!! When I stop and think for a second that we ARE married I get soooo excited to be married to him... i just can't believe that I'm married to HAROLD!!! My harold... my 10th grade - long hair- mexican looking harold!!! I'm so lucky!!! I'm so in love with him and I don't ever want to forget how much i love him. He's the world to me... he's my best friend. I wonder if he knows how i feel?

The one little bump we had this month was on friday while picking up the house.. i told him i wanted to go out after the bon jovi concert, stay at sandy's, and then go to the beach with the cousins on sunday... he got upset and then stayed quiet for a long time.. i kept asking him what was wrong not knowing it was that and he kept saying that he was annoyed at the house being a mess... so i kept cleaning and he didn't get any better... finally i was like "talk to me!" He finally said he was upset cuz he was going to have to spend the whole weekend up north and blah blah... and that he was over it. I told him that he didnt have to go and he said "i'm part of the family now.. i can't just not go to things.." that was sweet but after talking some more we came to a compromise that we would leave the beach early to hang out at johns pool... anyways i told him ne needs to talk to me.. tell me what he's feeling when he's feeling it.. he said he would.. lets see!!

Today i woke up ealry and cooked him breakfast while he showered... he was happy to spend a few minutes with me in the morning... I LOVE HIM! Then I hung out online for a while and joined facebook... what a world that is!! Something new to learn I guess!! I acttually put the wrong last name when i first signed up - i totally forgot that i'm Nancy Larramendi now... that still VERY weird to me!!! After that I went with Roxie to pick up some food and then went to the keys to hang out with my mom.. we just watched the tv channel all day and she cooked me some lunch.. it was nice to hang out with her and do nothing.. she's feeling better though so thats good! The actually called me from work to go in cuz they were short.. it was nice that i was over there and didnt have to come up with an excuse not to go in!!!

I left at about 5 and picked up some key lime shrimp from the fish house for harold.. he was suprised and very happy that i had picked that up. He enjoyed his food and then ME! I LOVE HIM!!! Then he had to rush to go to work... i'm pretty sure he was late but who cares!! lol.. I had almost asked him to call out so we could be together.. I can't wait to have the same schedule!!!!!

Thats about it for me... i'll leave a picture that I saw today that i thought was so romantic... I don't know what he's whispering in my ear but I hope its that HE LOVES ME!!!!

Here we go...

So here is a blog that hopefully I will keep up to date...

I've been married for a month and I really don't want to forget how amazing everything has been and will be. So here I am trying this blog thing out - shouldn't be too hard right?? 0=)

Tomorrow is our "one month" married - he's working tonight so i'm planning on waking up before he gets here and cooking him some breakfast and all that good stuff... maybe even so am love???? i doubt it! lol.. i'm sure he's sleepy from a long night of busting his booty.

I'm here with Roxie... she's already falling asleep.. so am i! Had a fun weekend at the bon jovi consert!!! wooo hoooo!! there was a bomb threat and it took us forever to get in.. but we did and he ROCKED!!!! and then sunday we hung out at the beach with the cousins and then at john's pool with the friends and their dogs.. very cute weekend =) I'm actually gonna go see mom tomorrow cuz she's bored at home from the hysterectomy =/

now i'm off!