Party like its 1999!

Last week I started my home health training. Its a two week orientation working from 9-5. Once its done I'll work on my days off when they need me to pick up some extra cash... lets see how it works out. I followed a nurse last week and went to 4 different patients houses... it so different to see people in their homes and recovering.. it was actually a very happy day for me. I got this coming week left and then I'm back to the hospital. Right now I'm at a loss for "what i want." I love my job of course.. and i'm so happy that I got into the ICU... but i just don't know.... Its like when the going gets tough... i just want to come home and cry! I know that things affect me more because I'm still new to the ICU but I have no idea how to express to you what kind of stress there is while I'm there. I don't know if I'm cut out for it. I just don't know what I want...

Saturday we went to two graduation parties. I can remember the feeling May 6, 2006 when I became a college graduate. WOW that was an amazing feeling!!!!!!! Nursing school was soooooo tough and man did it feel good to be done with it! Que rico!!! It felt so good to be done that I have been slacking majorly on getting my act together and going back to school. More things I don't know about I guess....

Billy graduated high school.... his graduation party was a big time warp into the past... TEN years ago I graduated high school!!!! 1999!!! That's insane! I can barely remember details from back then but I do remember being a mojona!! Harold and I were talking how crazy it is that when your so young you just do shit and never thing of what will happen or what could happen... you just go with your gut.... i guess some people are still like this but you know what I mean. I guess maybe to someone older or more mature than me I might do crazy things but is all relative I guess! I just know that back in the day it was a good feeling to be crazy and not care. Thank god we made it through everything in one piece! I pray that all my younger cousins will too!!!

Today we slept in till 12 and hung out with Roxie in bed all morning. Its some of my favorite moments... waking up with the love of my life and our little fur baby... just being together and loving eachother... its so perfect... We went to watch Angels & Demons and the movie was really good... we came back home and worked out and then finished the evening watching another movie on the couch.... did pretty much nothing all day and that was exactly what we needed...

xoxo

Happy Nurse's Week!

I think the best part of nurses week/day is that I'm OFF!! I know it sounds horrible but its true! I would much rather be at home relaxing than at work. Yesterday we went to the gym AND played tennis... we've actally done that for the last two days!

It feels good working out again.. i'm really trying to get into the swing loosing weight because I've crossed the line I never wanted to cross again. I'm trying to not get too bummed out that I went this far and work on moving the scale in the opposite direction. I know when I'm twenty pounds lighter I'm going to be in a much happier state of mind... i just need to get there!!

That's pretty much all that's going on with me... we haven't been to active lately... nothing exciting going on and I must say I'm happy with that for now =)

xoxo
nancy